Since this “event” that happened during my childhood, one of my dreams has been to live forever. I remember in fourth grade when we were reading from the science magazine my teacher was mentioning how scientists were able to double the life of worms with some drugs. It amazed me thinking about the applications to human life. During my college years, in my teens, I learned a lot about aging and biology overall. I learned that aging is an evolutionary mechanism to create genetic diversity. I learned that aging is programmed and that our cells stop maintaining themselves after the mid-twenties. I would say since the age of 7 I have had the obsession with living forever. But this really developed during my college years. I have been a follower of Google’s Director of Engineering Ray Kurzweil.
I believe his views of the future are pretty accurate. I believe that humans will see technological “singularity” in the coming decades. But on the issue of living forever, I agree with him that within a couple decades we will have the technology to live forever. I believe that we will be able to freeze aging such that our bodies don’t decay after they hit their maximum potential in the mid twenties. I have been a believer of this since my college years. I personally expect that I will live at least a thousand years. I personally believe that I will also visit the Moon and Mars at least during my life. Possibly much more. But anyways, back to the living forever. I personally believe that of the 7 billion+ people currently living on the planet at least 1 million will live to see 1000 years age.
We’re in for some really radical technological advancements. What worries me the most is my parents. I want them to live forever also. They(particularly my dad) are on the cusp. I want them to live forever with me. I am doing everything to stop the aging of my parents. Right now it is my number one priority as it is also my number one worry in my life. I’m so scared of living a very very very long time without my parents. It really scares me. I am focusing all my spiritual energy to slow down my parents’ aging. I am committing my life to Christ. I have rejected Satanism. I am even considering curtailing my retaliatory actions against people for fear that karma would strike back. I love them so much. I will always take care of them. I will always love them. I love them so much.